PART 4: TWO CHILDREN AND A BROKEN PROMISE
Dante asked to see me the following morning.
I agreed to meet him at a small café near the lake.
I didn’t want him coming to Rachel’s apartment.
I wasn’t ready to let him into the private space where I had begun rebuilding my life.
When I arrived, he was already waiting.
He stood immediately.
For a moment, we simply looked at each other.
He seemed thinner.
His usual confidence had disappeared, and there were shadows beneath his eyes.
He wore a dark coat and no tie.
I sat across from him.
He looked at my face.
Then at my stomach.
It was still too early for anyone to notice the pregnancy.
“How far along are you?”
“About eight weeks.”
He nodded slowly.
“And the twins?”
“Both heartbeats were strong at the last scan.”
He closed his eyes.
“Two.”
I nodded.
He looked down at the table.
Then he whispered:
“I’m going to be a father.”
I didn’t answer.
He looked up.
“Twice over.”
I almost smiled.
But the moment was too complicated.
He reached across the table.
I didn’t take his hand.
He withdrew it.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
I looked at him.
“I know.”
“No, Lena. I don’t think I understood what I was doing until you left.”
I waited.
He continued.
“I kept thinking I could explain the kiss. I thought if I told you nothing physical happened, you would eventually understand.”
I looked down.
“And now?”
“Now I understand that I made you question your own instincts. You asked me about Sofia, and I made you feel guilty for asking.”
His voice became quieter.
“You trusted me. And I used that trust to avoid an uncomfortable conversation.”
I felt tears gather.
That was the apology I had needed.
Not an explanation.
Not a defense.
An acknowledgment.
But I wasn’t ready to forgive him.
“Dante, I need you to understand something.”
He nodded.
“If I hadn’t walked into your office, would you have stopped?”
He looked down.
“I don’t know.”
I closed my eyes.
He continued.
“I should have stopped months earlier. I should have recognized that what was happening between Sofia and me was wrong.”
I looked at him.
“Did you love her?”
“No.”
“Did you want to be with her?”
He hesitated.
Then answered honestly.
“I liked how she made me feel. But I never wanted to build a life with her.”
I stared at him.
“And what did you think you were doing to the life you had with me?”
He lowered his head.
“I wasn’t thinking about it.”
That answer hurt.
But at least it was true.
I told him I had not decided what would happen to our marriage.
I told him the children would have a father, but that did not mean he automatically had the right to return to my life as though nothing had happened.
He nodded.
“I understand.”
I studied his face.
“Do you?”
He looked directly at me.
“Yes.”
Then he asked whether he could attend the next ultrasound.
I hesitated.
It was an important moment.
I wanted my children to have both parents involved.
But I also wanted to protect myself.
“One appointment,” I said.
He nodded.
“Thank you.”
***
The following week, Dante accompanied me to the clinic.
He arrived early.
I found him sitting in the waiting room, holding a small paper bag.
“What is that?” I asked.
He looked embarrassed.
“Breakfast.”
I glanced inside.
A croissant.
A bottle of water.
And the tea I used to drink when I felt sick.
I looked at him.
“You remembered.”
He nodded.
“I remember everything about you.”
I wanted to believe that.
But remembering my favorite tea had never been the problem.
He had remembered the small things while forgetting the promises that mattered most.
I sat beside him.
We waited quietly.
When the nurse called my name, Dante stood.
He looked nervous.
I had never seen him nervous in a doctor’s office before.
We entered the examination room.
The technician greeted us and asked whether we wanted to see the babies.
Dante looked at me.
I nodded.
The screen came to life.
Two tiny shapes appeared.
Then two heartbeats filled the room.
Dante froze.
His eyes widened.
He leaned closer.
“Those are…”
The technician smiled.
“Both babies.”
Dante covered his mouth.
Then he laughed.
A tear slipped down his cheek.
He looked at me.
“Lena.”
I couldn’t help smiling.
“Yes.”
He reached for my hand.
This time, I allowed him to hold it.
Not because everything was forgiven.
But because he was their father.
And because for a moment, we were both looking at something more important than the pain between us.
After the appointment, he walked me to my car.
He asked whether I needed anything.
I told him I was fine.
He nodded.
Then he said:
“I want to be there.”
I looked at him.
“For the children?”
“For all of it. The appointments. The difficult days. The preparations. Everything.”
I studied his face.
“Then show me.”
He nodded.
“I will.”
***
Dante began changing his behavior.
He stopped asking me to return to the penthouse.
He stopped sending expensive gifts.
He stopped trying to use his wealth to make difficult conversations disappear.
Instead, he began asking what I needed.
Sometimes I answered.
Sometimes I didn’t.
He arranged to have his assistant coordinate medical appointments only after I gave permission.
He offered to contribute to the expenses, but I insisted that everything be handled transparently.
He agreed.
Most importantly, he stopped treating the pregnancy as a reason I owed him another chance.
One afternoon, he asked whether he could help prepare the nursery.
I looked at him.
“We haven’t decided where the babies will live.”
He nodded.
“Then we’ll decide when you’re ready.”
That answer surprised me.
The old Dante would have made arrangements immediately.
He would have chosen the best furniture, the most expensive equipment, and the largest room in the penthouse.
This time, he waited.
And I began to understand that perhaps he was finally learning something money had never taught him.
Other people’s choices mattered.
***
Sofia left the company.
Dante confirmed that her consulting contract had been formally terminated and that she had no further involvement in his personal or professional affairs.
He didn’t ask me to forgive her.
He didn’t ask me to understand her.
He simply accepted that the relationship had crossed boundaries and that it had to end.
I didn’t celebrate her departure.
She had been part of the betrayal, but removing her didn’t restore what had been broken.
That work belonged to Dante.
And to me.
***
As the weeks passed, the pregnancy became more real.
I began experiencing morning sickness.
My energy changed.
The doctor explained that carrying twins required additional monitoring, and I followed every recommendation.
Rachel helped me choose maternity clothes.
Dante began attending appointments when invited.
Sometimes he brought food.
Sometimes he simply sat beside me.
One afternoon, while we were looking at baby furniture, he picked up a tiny pair of shoes.
Two pairs, actually.
He looked at them for a long time.
Then he said:
“I never imagined this would happen like this.”
I smiled sadly.
“Neither did I.”
He placed the shoes back.
“I wanted to be beside you when you found out.”
I looked at him.
“I wanted that too.”
He nodded.
Neither of us spoke for a moment.
Then I said:
“But I can’t go backward.”
He looked at me.
“I know.”
“If we ever have a future, it has to be different.”
He nodded.
“I understand.”
And for the first time, I believed he might.